
My coworker and I have been talking about getting our septum pierced for a long time, months actually. Today is her birthday and the other day we had to review the dress code that said nothing about piercings so we said fuck it lets do it. I was really nervous for some reason. I have had my septum pierced before, when I was a freshman in college. I took it out because my work at the time didn't allow it. I really can't believe we did it honestly but I'm happy because I have missed my septum.
We ended up going to my favorite bar which was cool. We have hung out before but never alone. We mesh really well and it's nice to have another friend in Southern California (I haven't made much) We talked mostly about love which I feel really conflicted about lately. I love the idea of love and I really do love love. I know right now I'm not capable of it and I'm starting to think maybe I never will. I'm not sad about it but I do have a tendency to think I'm a lot older than I am (I'm never going to find someone). I always feel like I don't have much time for anything and I don't know why.
It was a day of a lot of weird realizations and start of a beautiful friendship.

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