Thursday, October 29, 2015

I'm falling in love with you again and I'm scared

I never thought leaving you this time would be so hard. I came here with an empty heart and flashbacks of arguments we had and some things you had said.

When I first got here I kept my distance, I don’t think you noticed but I trembled at your touch.

I was hurting, I finally knew what you meant when you said you weren’t ready. It was probably the weed, maybe the alcohol, but I let you back in my arms, my heart, and my mind. I didn’t know it could be that fast.

I told you my insecurities, my plans for the future, my fears, and hey when we fucked I let you take me slow, you looked into my eyes and told me you loved me. I don’t remember the last time I let anything like this happen.

You held me while I cried to Al Green. You tried to kiss every inch of me trying to heal every scar that I had, but I wasn’t in pain anymore. I just couldn’t believe it

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