Canada Dry

I haven’t eaten all day
I’m trying to drink
This ginger ale
Hoping to heal
But I still feel
Like throwing up 
All the things I 
Wished I had said
All the things I 
Wished I did differently
But the longer I lay here
I feel the scars rise under my skin
Scars I never knew about
Scars I ignored 
Sorry
I didn’t mean it
I care about you
I love you
Won’t work
Won’t heal
This damage of
Seconds, minutes
Days, weeks
Years 
You have caused