I wondering when I won't be hot and cold about the idea of love. I'm just forever jaded from my past relationship and my family's relationships.
My man friend pisses me off a lot. He's really sweet and I know when he's kinda of inconsiderate, he doesn't do it on purpose but it's getting hard to deal with. But it's kinda nice having someone that actually really cares for you romantically but it's also really irritating. It's hard. I'm telling you this hot/cold phenomenon is too much.
I got a raise at work and had a super nice review experience. I still really fucking hate my job.
My planned adventure is coming a lot sooner than I'm realize and I need to start saving and buying my supplies. I'm starting to get stress.
I hate that society puts happiness as something to achieve but happiness is a feeling it comes and goes. You will always be unhappy about some aspect but I still have it burned into my head that I have to be happy 24/7 that's the goal, when it really is an empty goal.
I like to be anywhere but home.
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