I honestly hate all boys and relationships/dating sucks. Anything that cost you your peace is too expensive but at the same time being with a person is rad at times.
I love that a lot of my management are ladies. What I hate is that most people assume that they are men. Like a guy comes in asking to speak to a manager and says what's "his" name? I did get a little sastisfaction saying "her" name is Lisa.
I want to plan another trip soon. I just don't know where. The choices right now are New York, Puerto Rico, Montana, and Alaska. I'm leaning towards Alaska.
I got into an argument with my man friend last night and I still feel weird about it. I hate how he makes me feel sometimes.
I was helping a customer at work today and they are a regular and an actual regular I like. He was saying how he hasn't seen me in awhile and I explained I've been going on a lot of trips or what not. He asked if I had a boyfriend and I honestly wanted to say no I just have a guy who I suck his dick often. I'm terrible.
I saw an old acquaintance today and it was kind of uncomfortable because she remember my name right from the back. Like I remember her face and everything but I couldn't quite pin her name. I think. It was Dana but wouldn't that be embarrassing if it wasn't so I didn't even try to say her name.
I feel like I have lost myself a bit and I need to give myself more time with things I love to do. Stop making myself so open. That doesn't sound great but I'm an introvert who hasn't been spending much alone time and I think it's making me a little crazy.
All I want to listen to is The Radio Dept.
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