Random Thoughts

I'm on my way back to So-Cal and my transfer bus from Sacramento to LA is an hour late. I just want to be in my bed with my dog already like look at him. 

There is this guy at the bus station acting all ignorant on the phone with greyhound representatives. Greyhound don't give a damn! I could of told you that.

While on the bus this guy was getting hella ratchet with the guy he was sitting next to. It went zero to hundred. It sucked because I was starting to fall asleep. But this has been by far my worst greyhound experience ever. (Not like I usually use bad ones but this one is terrible)

I've been googling how to make a Pisces women fall in love with you because I really wonder what it takes, like I don't even know!

Why do I over analyze absolutely everything? But hey I'm usually right so? *shrugs

I hate my job and don't want to go back. It makes me severely unhappy. I don't know how long I've been saying this but I need to quit.

At least I work for three days and then I'm off to Vegas. (Even though I'm dead ass broke as hell)

I honestly don't want to go back home. I just want my dog and somewhere new.

Why is it so hard to connect with people and then let them stick like glue? Maybe that's a good thing, it means I'm not dependent. How am I suppose to develop longing meaningful relationships though? Maybe I wasn't built for that and need to come to terms with that. (Although I feel relativity attached to my SF friends and my friend Janiece)

I do miss my man friend but right now I'm questioning everything like usual. When I feel even a remote romantic feeling for someone or feel like I'm falling I want to run away. (Most of the time it's usually guys come on too strong and I ain't a fan of that)

So at the end of the day I wish to be somewhere by a lake drinking coffee from a camping mug with my dog reading a book, writing a little, maybe even drawing. Just me and my dog and beauty.

Why do I enjoy solitude so much?