I'm actually dating someone like it's legit. I have spent everyday with him for the past two weeks. It's weird. I'm so hot and cold about it because I overthink and if you have read my past entries I'm not a relationship person. I really like him though. He makes me happy and even though he kinda irritates me I always want to be around him. There's a lot of issues already, not really bad but there are still issues. It's going a little too fast I think for the both of us. He just got out of a relationship two months ago. I was really about to write men off before we started talking (probably wouldn't have worked out though lmfao). It's really weird but all we can do is take it one day at a time.
I have been reading a lot of cookbooks lately and I don't know I feel inspired you can say. I'm dabbling in meat eating and some dairy consumption at the moment but everytime I do I feel like I've made a mistake. Hopefully my stomach will go back to normal soon. I've always been passionate about food. I don't know where this resurgence has came from though.
I'm starting to hate my job more and more everyday. Good news I leave to Portland in a week and I'm nervous but excited at the same time. Then I'm going to Vegas after that!
I'm getting nervous because I have a big trip plan for next year and I really haven't began to prepare for it. I realize it's a lot sooner than I realize. Shit is stressful.
You know the worse things about being in like with someone? The loss of control. I realize I'm an extreme control freak. I need to stop.
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