Random Thoughts

My mom is staring to irritate me. I think it's because she asks me very stupid questions, makes very odd conversation, and also she wants me to settle down so she says things like "Hannah no one likes an easy girl." 

All I want right now is a Bloody Mary. (x5)

Okay so I have had a crush on this guy and he finally asked me out. Everything was real peachy until we got into the Ex talk (which we all fucking know that's a no no). Let's just say it turned me off so much we already had two more dates set up and I just ignored all his texts and snapchats when the time came.

Another thing if a guy ever says he's a nice guy, he probably isn't. 

I have this weird connection with my coworker/friend. I don't know what it is because honestly sometimes I don't get why we are fucking friends. We are so opposite but everytime or at least lately we end up all over each other. We almost had sex the other night and everytime we see each other we pretend nothing happened but it HAPPENS EVERYTIME. I feel like I don't care but I most care a little bit.

Every guy I've been viscerally attracted to has sucked as a person except one but honestly he fucked me over so I guess you can say he sucked as a person.

My coworker has a crush on me and has asked me on two dates. We've never really talked and IM SO FUCKING CONFUSED. Like why do you like me?!?!?!

My birthday is coming up and so is my trip to Nashville. Honestly stocked and nervous at the same time.

I thought for awhile maybe I needed a guy who was calm, someone to keep me grounded. In all honesty I need someone just as fucked up as me. In all honesty fuck a relationship though. 

I went to Oceanside the other day and I think I don't want to move out of California anymore. I honestly want to be there. I said that when I moved out of the bay and somehow lost sight of it.