The way I'm feeling about my ex is freaking me out and I don't know what's going on with me.
God damn why are road bikes so fucking expensive!!!
You know recently I have been in a good mood but now people are fucking testing me. Some people can suck my ass from the back.
Falling for people like me sucks and I don't want it. I'm second guessing myself and I'm just over it (not really but almost) In all honesty I get what I want and don't know what the fuck to do with it but not really because the lord knows I don't want distance and also I don't fucking understand him and what he wants from me entirely and I just don't want to bother him or act like I care because like the circumstances are super hard and ugh I'm just ranting and not making any fucking sense. I must suck to guys that are normal and know what they want lol.
I hate being a secret hopeless romantic.
I learned to be more confident in myself and my work and what I quote on quote want to do but not confident to be like hey one of my main goals to fall in love and have a family but it's like because 99.9% of guys I meet or what not fucking suck, so is it really my fault.
I hung out my best friend today and he really changed my perspective on kids and what not although my perspective was already shifting.
I can't stop listening to "Oh Honey" by The Delegation.
The way some men claim ownership of their girlfriends and wives is fucking disgusting.
I need to stop romantizing people who fucking suck.
No comments:
Post a Comment