Nashville was so lit I forgot I turned 23.
My exboyfriend bought me a gold Casio illuminator watch and I'm forever grateful. He knows me too well.
Nashville music scene is pretty great. I really wish I was musically inclined.
After this trip I feel very focused on my life but at the same time still very confused. I feel like I going to try and make better decisions. Tonight my friends invited me out, at first I said yes but I really thought about it and I can't do that shit anymore. I might just disappear and really focus on my quote on quote art. I've been fucking around too much.
Oh I'm also seriously becoming a vegan. Wild Right? I don't like Nashville's food to be honest and their beer isn't that great. But the people make up for it big time. The hospitality I was shown was unbelievable.
If you ever find yourself in Nashville go to the Blue Bird Cafe. You won't regret it my dudes. It was honestly the best musical experience of my life.
I fell in love my dudes. It's wild. It's not very conventional (if it was, would that be me?) I've never felt so connected to someone so strongly and I don't know what to do. I'm scared of it. It's fucking deep too. He wrote me a poem and I felt like I wanted to die. He is so beautiful in every way. I can't stop thinking about him. Although it sounds like I'm head over heels, I'm a realist and maybe things could work out but most likely it won't. I just appreciate him so much because he made me know I am capable of feeling and emotion and of love when I really felt like I wasn't. It really takes the right person.
I could write more in detail of other things but he is all I can think about right now and I kinda hate it.
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