Random thoughts

Guys with nose piercings be fucking up my life. Everytime I see a guy with a nose piercing I melt in my shoes and I don't know why. Biggest weakness to nice teeth. Like this skinny white boy is giving me life right now and ugh.

I'm so dramatic. I love my friends and they love me. Why am I so distrusting? It's not way to live.

I really hate my job and need to figure something else out proto.

I've been working out and eating healthy and I've been on a good streak but I need a better balance because I haven't been writing in my journal as often but I have been reading!

Dude my brother have some great friends that somehow are now friends with me now. He's a lucky dude. I do have some legit friends but his are different, I don't know how to explain it but I realize I never let anyone get too close.

I'm back to black! Lavender was fun while it lasted.

Apparently I need to get laid but for once I don't have the urge to fuck a random stranger lmfao.

Everytime I feel like I'm might be drifting away from him, he says something cute to pull me right in.