I have this super weird connection with my friend and it's starting to get a little out of control. I don't even know how I feel about him because I'm not attracted to him and he really makes me mad 90% of the time but we always end up messing around and I'm confused and we never talk about it. We just kinda pretend nothing happened and everyone knows and everyone teases us about it. I'm tired of it though, I really am. I'm tired of a lot of things though.
I have so many travel plans and I'm super stocked about them. I'm going to SF next month and quite possibly Portland. The month after that I might go to Florida but that still iffy. The month after that one Vegas!!!
I think I want to dabble more in photography and buy a nice digital and start using the 35mm I have.
This is going to be my year. I'm starting to believe in myself more and more everyday. I'm starting to learn more about balance. I'm growing to love myself more and more everyday. It's a great feeling. I still don't know what the fuck I'm doing but I'm happy and I haven't been this happy ever.
Hey guys I'm still in love and it's wild. I'm scared but I'm going to take a chance. (Maybe)
Also I got very bold and got lavender box braids.
One step at a time my friends.
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