A letter to my lover

Where do I begin? I want to say I know I suck. I feel like you put more of an effort in communication and expressing emotion but the truth is I think of you all the time. I think about texting and calling you all the time but I feel like I may annoy you or it would be the wrong time. I'm wildly insecure about those things. Another truth, I'm very scared of how I feel for you. Before I met you, I was truly a downer on the idea of love, almost gave up on the concept. I met you and I don't know. I think of the short time we spent together and it makes me so happy and I feel like a better person for that moment. I hope I don't sound crazy because I feel it. The idea of letting a person into my life is something I have to re-learn. I hope all is well with you. I hope you're happy. I hope to see you this summer. I know we have told each other but is it weird to say I love you?