Random Thoughts

I was suppose to get lavender box braids and so I drove my ass all the way to LA to get them done, just for the person to do my hair not pick up their phone or anything.

I did end up going to The Alley in LA and I haven't been there since shopping for my prom dress. It's where I went to a lot as a kid and it hasn't changed much.

I saw a boy that made me want to die. He had tattoos all over and he had a super rad style (he was wearing cowboy boots!) He did glance at me hard for awhile and I did an awkward smile. If you are this boy that saw me at a fruit stand in LA, I'm in superficial love with you.

I went to my friends show. He's a rapper and I even bought his mixtape(I haven't opened it yet) Anyway I went to this show and he surprised me. He was really good and I wish he would take it more seriously. I'm proud though it was a big step for him.

I got really drunk and I'm pretty sure I blacked out. I threw up in my friend's truck and also ran into a screen door. Not my finest moment and I'm pretty sure I've  never been so drunk in my life. Also I did have fun with what I do remember.

I really wish soulmates was a real concept   because I feel connected to multiple people and I can't help it. Sure I feel more for others but it doesn't erase feelings. But let me tell you I always felt conflicted about this one guy and that night I got really drunk validated yeah I'm pretty sure I like him but I'm still going to pretend nothing is going on between us even though everyone knows.

The boy I met in Nashville makes me truly wants to die. I haven't really felt so strongly about a person in awhile. I want to talk to him all the time and I want to see him again. I just pretend I don't but I think of him all the time.