I got into a very bad argument with my mom yesterday. It has taken me a long time to get where I am. To feel confident in myself and be able to go for what I want, to not be so angry all the time. I love my mom and although I said some things I may not wanted to, it really could of been worse. I'm not sorry though and I meant what I said. I'm going to keep my distance for awhile because knowing her she won't say sorry and she's extremely emotionally abusive. I'm not going to be her human punching bag.
With that being said, this whole incident makes me want to go on my excursion sooner. I'm tired of everything and everyone. I'm happy but I don't know this situation just wants to push more for myself.
Dream vacation is Iceland right now. Okay but I was reading something yesterday about yeah it's great to go traveling to other countries but we usually don't appreciate what's around us. He explained he lived in all the major cities in the USA but not until he started biking around and riding around in his electric car did he feel like he saw the US and what it had to offer. I need to go all over the US my friends. I have had wanderlust for so long, mostly for other countries but I went for a long bike ride and hike yesterday. I have lived in this little town most of my life and I saw things I never did before. It's just wild what you take for granted you know? Not saying I'm not going to go out of the country because that's the plan.
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