So the other day I was in the break room talking to my two white coworkers and telling them the concept of looking at the world colorblind is harmful because you erase my experience and culture as a poc. They really were speaking over me until my coworker Ethan came in and said well white privilage is a real things and you guys will never have to worry or even think about the things Hannah goes through. One was like was I blind this whole time and how can I be so naive. Like I hate how it takes a white person to say it and for other white people to believe it but a lot of white people are quiet and I was so happy when Ethan said something.
I hate lust. It's awful but I'm getting better about how it affects me. Celibate gang.
I want to go on this whole outdoor expedition. I have so much research to do. Growing up I just wanted to be a Boy Scout and I want my dream to come true.
I've been so happy but discontent at the same time. It's an odd feeling. The discontent is mostly with work, some with family.
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