I went out with Janiece the other night and got so drunk but I got into my feelings mostly because a lot of people were killing my vibe and what happened the other night.
That being said I told my ex I couldn't be friends with him anymore. I had to cut the cord.
My love life outside of that incident is a mess and I just want to be very single but also undesirable just for little while. I need that time for myself. I'm almost a hundred but not quite there.
I want to buy a guitar and a harmonica and start a folk indie band with my friend Kandice. Either way I want to learn how to play guitar.
Janiece and I were talking to some boys in the club and everything was going well until some random boys told them their tattoos sucked and they wanted to get all hyper masculine. One of the guys confronted me about it and said what if someone try to question your womanhood? I laughed and got somewhat offended and told that boy I don't have to prove myself to anyone because I know who I am. For "womanhood" I haven't done my eyebrows over a year, I hardly wear makeup, and I don't wear heels. I'm really into building muscles and doing things solo. So I don't know if you want to speak about conventional femininity. I'm still pissed about that.
My cousin got me tickets to Joyce Manor and I'm so fucking stoked my dudes.
I still have to write about what happened in San Francisco because it was a hell of a trip.
I want my job to fire me so I can actually look for a new job. Also I'm really having a pick up all my shit and go and figure it out later type feeling. I need to get away for real and real soon.
Currently reading One Hundred Years Of Solitude because it's been recommended to me by numerous people. I can't get into it though. I'm going to stick it out though.
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