Tuesday, May 17, 2016

Random Thoughts

I'm changing and really quickly. It's weird but I'm proud of myself. I'm going to do something big soon for myself.

You know for a moment I told myself I was in love and I realize I'm not. It takes more for me and I don't know if I'm made for this typical movie romance or just how monogamy. I want it but I don't know if I'm truly capable. I guess there was my ex but that's a horrible example.

I always go to the nutrition shop by my work and the manager there is so great. He's super knowledgable and I want to be him. I'm in superficial love.

I honestly fall in superficial love everyday.

There is this guy who always comes into my work and really just asks me questions about school and what not. He's really cute but that's not why I'm in superficially in love with him. He bikes around the world and I want to be him.

When I'm in superficial love it's mostly because I admire them as a person not their looks.

Although I am in superficial love with my coworker. He's super cute and nice. I don't know anything about him so I can't say I admire him.

I really hate my gym, like the guys are there are gross and they cut my lock when I was on vacation and I'm high key kinda pissed about it but I didn't trip. I'm mad but what can I do. *shrugs

I got a two random checks in the mail because apparently I overpaid one of my bills and I guess my work was fucking with my money and like I feel so blessed.

I'm super disappointed in my friends (SoCal friends) and I don't know how to deal with it.


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