Random Thoughts

I really dislike 98% of my family right now. I'm questioning why I even moved out of San Francisco in the first place. That's a bit dramatic but it's bad.

If you ever lie to me, I will find out and I won't forgive you.

My brother bought me Chapstick. He's a real one honestly. 

I'm starting to develop a little crush on this vendor at my work. I've always thought he was cute but lately we've been exchanging words more than hello and how are you. He's interesting. The past few crushes I have had were boring and lacked passion. He doesn't. There's something a little off about him so ya know I'm keeping my distance.

My friends are coming to visit next week and I'm so happy I could cry.

I really need to go on a mini vaca because I feel like I'm going to go fucking insane.

Lately I've been thinking about moving to Vegas. Ever since Halloween I've been bedazzling bras and underwear. I want to work a normal job and do burlesque on the side. I think it would be nice.

I've been watching a lot of burlesque videos on YouTube lately.

I'm such an idealist. It's a part of me I like and I hope it never goes away. I just need more confidence in myself. How does one gain more confidence in oneself?